Don’t Panic

Hello there! Welcome back.

Today marks a significant milestone for me as I have just renewed my Xamarin and Apple subscriptions for another year. When I started this journey I knew it would take time to turn this into a business yet somehow I still thought I might make it within a year. This has not happened and as a result I can’t help but think that this is both expected and unexpected. It’s an indifferent feeling that I can’t quite explain as well as I would like.

The Year At a Glance

The year hasn’t been fruitless however, as I’ve learnt a lot about the process and the people. I’ve made a significant change in my life in that I shelved atStumps, a project I had been working for years and years but never quite finished. I’ve also reached out to the greater community and became involved in MakeGamesSA, a South African game development community. I seem to have also inspired two colleagues, who have also released a game each, Save a Fire Fly and AoM.

AOM

AoM

Save a Firefly

Save a FireFly

I also delved into Twitter. Now I’m not really the social media kind of guy so getting up and running wasn’t a natural thing for me.

Most importantly though, I’ve learnt some new respect for time. I’ve learnt that I really haven’t got as much time as I thought and that I need to choose carefully the things that I do with my time.

Dont Panic, It’s The Mensa Experience

The real “achievement” came totally unexpected and it took other people congratulating me before I realized it. Last week Thursday I was invited to attend a Mensa meeting with my cousin to hear a talk by Hanli Geyser about game development.

Mensa

Mensa is the largest and oldest high IQ society in the world. It is a non-profit organization open to people who score at the 98th percentile or higher on a standardized, supervised IQ or other approved intelligence test

So I was excited to hear someone who clearly knows more about stuff than I do talk about game development. At midday, I received a call informing me that the speaker had cancelled at the last minute and they wanted me to replace her. In an instant my stomach turned, my heart skipped a few beats and my emotions were shouting “DONT DO IT“. “Just say no“. I was the opposite of Nike.

It took a moment for me to stop, think and breathe. I had a “DONT PANIC” moment that would have made Douglas Adams proud. I saw it written in bold red letters on a black background. Like this:

dont panic

Don’t Panic

I reminded myself that I’m on this journey to make it a success and that I won’t ever know where the road leads unless I take it. I said yes. It was one of those “yes” then fall down to the ground moaning “what did you think saying yes” moments.

I had very little time to prepare. Less than an hour in fact, which included feeding the dogs, eating something, taking a shower and oh yeah, preparing a speech! I was rushed, so I pulled out my block of sticky’s and scribbled notes on the first one, building up the story from who I am to why I chose games and then finally ending up with some of my journey. In total I had 30 sticky’s, each with just a few hints at topics on them.

At the venue, I started my evening with a Heineken. You know, because I could. I was relaxed and I had fun with it. This was “winging it” at the next level. I only made it to the 9th sticky before my time ran out and question time began. The audience was captivated and thoroughly enjoyed the topic and I ended up saying a whole lot more about a whole lot more than I thought I would. In the questions that followed I seemed to have covered most of the other sticky’s so I supposed I still ended up using most of them. It was a wonderful experience and I am ever grateful for Mensa for inviting me in the first place.

Since then, the fact that I spoke at Mensa seems to have spread like wild fire. I have people congratulating me at work, on Facebook, on Twitter and most certainly in person. I didn’t quite realize that people view it as an exclusive club at that level. Whether that is warranted or not is not for me to say, I can merely observe the reactions of those around me and be proud that I did it…

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